Sleepless in St. Paul

I can't sleep tonight...the other night was the same. I have applied for several jobs that I thought I had a good chance of landing. The most recent was St. Richard's; I asked at least a dozen people to pray for me. Why did God not listen to these prayers? I don't want to hear "There is a job that God has for you--be patient".

Two weeks ago I was let go from my job at church. My feelings toward this are mixed; I knew that it was time to move on, but I didn't like the way the pastor did it...typical of the Catholic Church.

I'm currently waiting to hear about a job that I've interviewed for. My patience level is almost zero! I've interviewed three times and feel good about each round, however the waiting is killing me, probably because I realize there isn't anything else in my field out there right now. I'll probably end up working at Target or a grocery store...what a waste.

But I know I must be positive, creating positive energy waves to the universe. My constant prayer is for two things tonight--patience and to get the job!

I don't mean to ramble, but I can't sleep right now.